waiting always feels like someone putted you in a dark hole, without letting Know - what time is it. Specially when there is no time. 

Must to explain. There would be a  truly thank-full novel in my future book, about a boy who lived a miles away from his love. He connected himself to System, system that made him close to his girl... he was close but in virtual way. gonna finish it in a few days, wanna buy now?))